Just a Child

I’m just a little child,
Forced to grow so fast.
I’ve left all my friends behind,
To be part of my past.
I used to have hopes and dreams as well,
But there all forgotten now.
I know where they've gone though,
They’ve gone with you to hell.
I don’t miss them much,
Though I’ll meet them when I die.
I live my life now,
As one big lie.
I don’t want to do these horrible deeds,
They tear my soul in two.
I trace my pain, loss, and suffering,
All back to you.